Feeling Isolated

Greetings My Readers,

I know it's been a few days since my last entry, but per usual, I'm busy busy busy. For those of you who know me, I'm sure you're wondering why I'm feeling "isolated". Well, I'll attempt to explain as best as I can.

My social and work life, more or less tend to be one of the same. Simply because of the type of jobs I've worked, as well as the hours I tend to end up working. I know that's not the greatest thing in the world, but hey, that's life. Since I've switched to my new job, I do have "work friends", but they are not people I'd really hang out with outside of work, but they are nice people and enjoyable to talk to at work.

Lately however, I find people at work are talking to me less and less. I'm not sure why. Do I smell bad? Did I offend someone unknowingly? Are there rumours about me I know nothing about? Or is it just a case of everyone is busy and in no mood to talk? Could be any of the above really, which makes one feel rather self concious. Although this simply could be paranoia induced by lack of sleep. Chances are that is all it is, but sometimes it never hurts to be aware of what's going on around you.

Now, for oustide of work, 90% of my time is spent with my g/f. Which isn't a bad thing, I care about her more and more everyday, however, I'm starting to feel like I need a "guys night out" kind of thing, and that's kind of hard when I have next to no male friends, and the male friends I do have either work hours that conflict with mine and we can never hang out, OR they live somewhere else and I'm unable to visit them easily and hang out.

Hmmm, it appears that I'm just being a whiney bitch this evening *L* So I think before I go any further I'll cut myself off, and leave things at that.